No Smoking (A Cigarette)

As i sit
    on the stoop
(inhale
facing a mind that races
                        ... so fast
that
when it tries to slow down and focus on the little things,

(exhale)     it doesn't manage to focus on them at all     !HAH!

even though it's all there,    untapped,
(inhale
                                                              ready to be used 
(exhale)

It sits fixated by its own fixations

and doesn't really...    ever...     (inhale) get where its supposed to be going.

And even though i sing this very slow and probably too quiet to be heard

(inhale)

               
I still say 
                (exhale) 
that the old ways are the good ways,


and that    
one must   
always rise to the next place
                                             and always be honest and good and decent and true 

(exhale)

& give love and take love
and give music & take music
& give joy & take joy
etc. 
etc. 
etc.

(long exhale)

Butt instead,
      just back to the stoop
where I'm smoking a cigarette
for no good reason at all.

(extinguish)

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